I still had about five minutes until the bus arrived, so I decided to look around. I turned towards this not-even-close-to-thick park and watched. Behind it there was a road, many lights, cars passing in the distance, buildings and whatnot. Some paths going through it, a few people lazily walking around, old ladies carrying heavy bags, they probably went shopping, I have no idea. I don't remember the time exactly - something around half past four PM, I think, so it was slowly getting dark.
Basically, I don't really like winter, but at that moment I was slightly... overwhelmed
, for a lack of a better word. The fact that the cold snow from the ground was biting into my shoe-protected toes, that chill was hanging in the air, that wind was blowing my hair into my face every moment stopped bothering me then. I just forgot about it for a minute.
Oh, how I enjoyed the view. I seriously tried to list every color that could combine into what I saw then. I remember... dust pink, some dull brown, with a dash of gray and pale yellow from street and car lights. It looked incredibly retro. Dusk was sepia inspired, and I mean that.
I wouldn't be surprised if I saw a horse there, or an elegantly dressed lady with a gentleman in a carriage. Oh, and baroque streetlights, don't ask.
I was looking back at all of it even when I was stepping into that damn bus, and I considered staying there and waiting there for the next one.
I never really appreciated that color--- what color was it, anyway? That combination.1)
Oh, Harry Potter
fanfiction. What could I do without you, love? I still can't survive without it, specifically without m'dear Draco/Hermione. I'm still so pathetic. And bitter, bitter (true to my nickname! Mae means... yes.), BITTER over the damned epilogue.
Anyway, yesterday I read: "The Ladder"
, by Cheryl Dyson (kind of OOC but good porn, and the ladder...), "Scrabble"
, by Melissa D (I was impressed, loved it), "Showered"
, by RoseWithThorns (very nice porn if you're picturing it in your head) and "Perfect Prefect"
, by Geena (top and controlling Hermione + whimpering Draco is so good
Overall - got my daily fix.
Still bitter, though (I'm a spoiled kid when it comes to my precious OTP of all OTPs!).2) arleen_05
is trying to make me like James Potter. Buh... I've never really warmed up to him. I got so much douchevibes from him that I didn't want to touch him with a ten foot pole, really, I read fics where he was in a smaller role or something, and that was it. Or some pointledd crack!porn. I've never had a fixed-in-my-mind relationship for him, nor did I really care if he was with Lily or not (although, after writing this one fic in Polish - don't ask - I think I began liking her, to the point that I would read Severus/Lily if someone recced me a good one).
She likes Sirius/James, I'm not really keen on that ship. So, just for her, I'm trying
to fix someone up with James in my mind. That always helps me like a character, ha. I read a great fic of them, or just a good PWP and there's a damn bigger chance I'll the the character.
So, available pairings? Hm. I specifically went to Fictionalley for this (SCUSA! \! I used to post there! Guess which ship thread, lmao):
Het - James/Bellatrix, James/Narcissa.
Slash - James/Lucius, James/Regulus.
UUUGH. James/Narcissa intrigues me as fuck
but I love the canon Lucius/Narcissa. I love them together! So I'd be most happy reading a fic where James is a one-time thing and she goes back to Lucius... so both J/N and J/L go dooown the drain.
Bellatrix is too lesbian for that (hahaha), so no J/B either.
Regulus... I guess I couldn't read that, too. Just doesn't seem right! I like Remus/Regulus, pre-Sirius/Remus. Agh.
I think I prefer James with girls. Quick, his generation females! Hmm.
Lily, Bellatrix, Narcissa... er, that's it.
Fuck, I'm going to have a problem with this guy, alright.3)
I noticed a fun thing - I love D/Hr muchmuch, yes? When I watch other shows/read other books/etc, I tend to pair up characters reminding me of them, both personality and appearance-wise. Hmm.
Like, for example - I was surfing channels the other day and I stopped on Zoey 101
. I watched a few minutes; there was this arrogant, blond guy there, who went all pissy at this nerdy girl. Guess my reaction.
Lmao. Sawyer/Kate from Lost
? Hello? Veronica/Logan? By stretch, Weevil/Lilly? Veronica/Lamb? Severus/Lily? Haa.
I have an awful lot of dreams lately, a few every night, even if I go to sleep for only a hour or two, really! I wake up with a head full of colors...
I was standing at a bus stop today.